This topic is a great! Ever since I was about four or five years old, all I knew was that I would get a hard-on and my heart would start beating extra fast when I'd see a sporty dirtbike, ATV/quad, or monster truck go thru a mud pit and start losing its momentum and get stuck. It was not until finding out about masturbation did I finally connect that feeling together with being stuck and well, it stuck!
I continue to worry that:
- Someone that knows me would catch me getting stuck somewhere and that I would not be doing anything "normal" about it like making an honest attempt to get out of it.
- A family, friend, or stranger would catch me pleasing myself watching stuck videos or stumble upon my videos/video history/internet searches of stucks.
- If I ever observed a mud stuck in person, on TV, or at the movies, someone would spot my erection. I hid this by tucking it in the waistband discreetly as possible.
- I'd be living a future life in a crowded city condo or apartment complex with no opportunities to go mudding anywhere, and that I would just be relegated to trying to find good videos of stucks online.
- I would permanently damage the machine I was getting stuck in the mud with, or that I would lose my only transportation out of wherever I was stuck at since I like doing this solo.
One worry that went away: I am not alone in this fetish yay!
No one except for myself knows about this and it will stay that way for now.